呢排真係唔得囉....樣樣都唔多順利 !

首先個份工已然無晒聲氣, 九成都無望, 咁已經唔開心架啦 !

跟住仲收到個 email 話我 個application of sponsership unsuccessful 喎 

成＄８０００架！！真係灰到曝！我身邊仲要有好多朋友都得．．．佢話我無　Finanical difficulty，成績又唔係特別勁，　所要唔夠 points apply wor.....好心痛呀！　點解要咁對我？？？原本係U, GPA 係咁緊要，好後悔點解無好好讀書？？

近排聽到不少有關呢個ｔｒｉｐ既ｗｅａｋｎｅｓｓ，　有ｄ後悔　ａｐｐｌｙ囉　！！

ｄ　ｐｒｏｊｅｃｔ又唔ｏｋ, only the MR have already take me about 20-30 hours la.

Today i have spends 10 hours in the computer room to do my MR law.....

I have just finished my 4th B.Com test. Hahahahahha!!!!!

A few day ago, I had an interview for the position of Marketing Assistent. Actually, I had apply this job long time ago, in the beginning of the second sem. At the beginning, I don't want to have this interview, because I really no time to bear a extra part time job, but after the interview I have a great interest in it. Most of the reasons is I think the product manager is very nice, and the job nature also attractive.

When I waiting for teh interview, i was arranged to sit in a meeting room. The room is not very big, the seat i taken can see the harbour view. Suddenly, there was a strong feeling came into my mind. "How many years and afford a guy should spend on in order to take a seat in the top management? " I don't know the answer, I can image how competitive the business environment are. Actually, i really so worry and fear my future career, because i clearly understand how weak i am.

I have many things and feeling want to share with all u guy--> my lovely friends....but i am so tried........,share with u next time !

School workload nearly make me crazy.......................      

成個月無寫日記 lu.....呢個月有多野發生

首先我病左成個月，過程如下：

喉嚨痛－＞發燒－＞咳＋喉嚨痛－＞咳＋肚柯－＞咳＋頭暈－＞咳＋頭痛　（咁都唔死得？）

好耐無試過病到咁．．．西藥中藥都食過．．食藥仲多過飯．．個人殘到爆．．成隻鬼咁．．平時already唔靚架啦．．仲要咁整！

係病期間仲要係mid term高峰期．．想點呀？？

唉！呢個三月真係不堪入目．．好辛苦呀！

我呢排個腦成日同d 手腳呀，同個口唔協調．．．都唔知係咪d藥既後遺症．．弊啦．．阿媽已經生得我唔醒．．．仲要蠢D....我唔制呀．．．成日唔記得d 野，搞到ｄ野亂成一團，好唔想咁呀！！

天啊！！

Kitty: 我深信呢個唔係桃花運, 絕對係一個桃花劫囉 !! 我唔要呀 !!

Orling: 我真係驚架, 好驚"賴"野, 我怕我會頂唔住.........簡直唔敢諗 !!

Janice: 你好懂得安慰人, 但記得唔好食光 d 獎品呀 !

唉! 唔認老都唔得....蒲左陣就腰酸背痛, 想點呢 !!

人愈大, 愈覺得自己渺小.....好多野都控制唔到, 有時好清楚自己要d 咩, 但偏偏就做唔到, 我真係好討厭呢種感覺 !!

大家別對我有大期望, 我唔叻架, 好多野我唔得架, 死撐 ga ja !!

困局...........這的確是一個困局.......是我自己親手把自己鎖進的 ! 自找的 !!

在這個困局中, 我很辛苦, 很有壓迫感, 胡思亂想的感覺一點也不好受, 或許知少一點會更好, 我討厭等的感覺.....

有時更討厭的是自己 !!

我不知幾時先雨過天青, 也不知將來會點 !

累了!! 係時候休息一下了!